memories

  • A Letter to tiny Anita

    I am making a promise to myself right now. I will always protect you Anita. I will look out for your best interests and remove you from harmful, hurtful situations. I will never allow anyone to abuse you in any way. I will do my best to recognize quickly if that is happening. I will…

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  • TuesDayNewsDay Vol.2 Issue 17, October 30 Caution: Trigger Warning, references to sexual violence

    Today, I chose to sit on the ground the very location of my first experience of sexual abuse at the age of seven. I am healing and today I tell a deep part of my story. (Trigger warning)

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  • Soul Mirrors

    Soul Mirrors: Poem for a new recognition

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  • Preliminaries…

    Well, I misunderstood, I thought that I would be starting the EMDR therapy today. It actually starts next time, so thanks for all the candles…  Today was just a “get to know you” sort of day with the woman who will be working with me. I like her a lot. It’s affirming when someone acknowledges…

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  • As of late, I have been learning some very important information about myself. This information comes from years and years and years, perhaps my entire lifetime of searching for something that I could not find. I could not grasp. I would venture and dare to say that it was held back from me, until the…

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  • I am forgiven, myself, forgiving myself For some things take longer to accomplish than the patience within me allows My judgement is suspended for I said I’d write a poem a day. The last one was 2 days ago and I refuse to feel remorse. A while ago I would have riddled myself with guilt…

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