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  • Perfectly Still

    If I stay like this Maybe I’ll disappear Maybe this isn’t real It’s been so long, these few seconds If I can find you I promise I’ll care for you Please don’t hide too well Because I’ll need help In my delicate search There’s so much to tell You can step on this body I…

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  • Well, today was also a continuation of preliminaries. (again thank you for the candles and well wishes.) Today I took a test on potential dissociative behavior. I had to answer about 15 to 20 questions related to how much I check out in terms of daily life. She asked me questions about when I’m driving do…

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  • Preliminaries…

    Well, I misunderstood, I thought that I would be starting the EMDR therapy today. It actually starts next time, so thanks for all the candles…  Today was just a “get to know you” sort of day with the woman who will be working with me. I like her a lot. It’s affirming when someone acknowledges…

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  • As of late, I have been learning some very important information about myself. This information comes from years and years and years, perhaps my entire lifetime of searching for something that I could not find. I could not grasp. I would venture and dare to say that it was held back from me, until the…

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  • Day 9: Here in Bend, hot springs, learning, and rest

    I didn’t record a thing on Day 9.  But here are the pictures: 

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  • Day 8: 3581 miles driven: leaving California to Bend

    12:30 PM PST I just went flower picking and walking through an old grove, ancient Redwood stand called the Stout Memorial Grove. I am driving to Bend, OR as we speak. And I just saw Montana license plate. These roads are very windy, curvy and steep. They are doing construction on them, all of them.…

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