I’ve been reasoning that if I play it cool, being open to all this, magical things will happen.  It’s started.  Life in general has started over again and I’m seeing more clearly.  Things are falling into place and I am grasping ahold of something solid within myself.  Here’s to that.  Here’s to the learning and dedication.  Here’s to todays first EMDR therapy session.  I’ll keep this posted.  If I implode and crash into a million pieces, I know a couple of people who’ll help me sweep it up.  That’s a lovely feeling.  Thanks ya’ll.